PELUK

Aku suka dipeluk karena dipeluk itu hangat
Aku suka dipeluk karena dipeluk itu nyaman
Aku suka dipeluk karena dipeluk itu diam

Tak usah bicara satu katapun
Cukup diam dan peluk saja
Cukup bernafas dan peluk saja
Cukup dengar dan peluk saja

Bahkan penelitian resmipun mengatakan bahwa pelukan bisa membawa perasaan bahagia..
Apabila kita dipeluk oleh orang yang kita sayang tentu saja..

Panggil aku naif
Panggil aku membosankan
Panggil aku aneh

Tapi aku paling suka dipeluk

Aku suka dipeluk

..karena..peluk..itu..cinta..

..captured..

It fells hard sometimes, fells that I am hard to breathe, feels that I am hard to be pleased, feels like I want to go far.. far.. far.. away..

But something capture me here..

Have you ever feels like you want to quit something but you just stay where you are, not do something or go somewhere? Or even when something come and ask you to go, you just ignore and abandon it..

Feels tired or just don't want to open your eyes.. Just don't want to hear anything about it.. Just don't want to say or reply any voice..

Hear something you don't like day by day.. Sometimes it's hurt.. Sometimes it makes you feel tired.. Sometimes it makes you want to run away..

But something capture me here..

Strange.. So strange..

Many things happen.. Give contribution to my life.. soul.. experience..

Too many eyes.. too many ears.. too many words too say..

It's all just too many..

I can go.. Really!! I can go..

But, at least, NOW..

Something capture me here..

...

Aku bisa melihat kekhawatiran di wajah kusendiri..
Aku bisa melihat keberanian di wajahku sendiri..
Aku bisa melihat diriku merana..
Aku juga melihat diriku bahagia..
Aku tidak selalu tulus..
Tapi aku jujur apa adanya..
Aku bisa jadi apapun yang aku mau.. Yang aku butuhkan..

Aku juga bisa mempertahankan semua egoku.. Sekuat aku mempertahankan kelemah lembutanku.. Karena aku adalah apa yang aku mau..